Walking In Clouds

Lateley, I've been daydreaming. It's starting to be some kind of problem, since I could snap out of reality and for a long moment stare at some point and not really seeing it, watching instead some scene playing before my own eyes. It's nothing serious when those moments are short - like fractions of seconds, when I just see some kind of scene, like a flash, and you can believe or not, but sometimes those little... visions come true in some place in the future. Sometimes. But it's get worse when those scenes are longer - and I can't really help it. It's not like I'm being crazy, not at all. The thing is that if I'm wondering about something hard - if I'm thinking all the time about something, and my whole mind is occupied by that thought, then sometimes I'm getting lost in my own thoughts really hard.

So lately I'm getting lost a lot. Sometimes it's a problem, like when I started to daydreaming at my classes - and then I just... snapped out of it and wondered for a moment what are we talking about and where was I. I know that my imagination is waaaay too big and too strong. Sometimes all she needs is a song, a view, a glance, or even some words, I'm starting to smile and my imagination is starting to work - and she gives me all those funny things, scenes playing just before my eyes, that little voice in my head starts speaking ironically, sarcastically or just with humor. The truth is, I like it too much. It makes everything more easier and bearable, I think. Even at the worst situation that little voice makes me smile and those scenes makes me laugh when no one is laughing.

I guess it's not really that bad, though. But sometimes it's getting annoying, like now - I know that the things I'm thinking about... Well, what can I say - I guess I'm just screwed. Just a little... or not so little. Who knows.