Walking In Clouds

Finally, after a long time of non-existence... I made a House video.

Title: Into Dust
Made by: Nan
Pairing: none, I guess
Rating: PG
Spoilers: Through season four finale of House
Song: "Into Dust" by Mazzy Star
( Summary & download links - spoilery )
Disclaimer: "House" belongs to FOX, "Gossip Girl" to The CW, and the song - to Mazzy Star, mine is just the invention.

( I didn't want to watch the fifth season of One Tree Hill... )

OOOk. So, on Thursday I have to go to college. Not that I mind in general, it's just... I hope that my project about Abu Gurab in Egypt's Old Kingdom is done the way my professor won't be too critical about. Hell, how much can you say about a place that is everywhere described in one or two phrases?! Thank Lord that those "phrases" were in a language that I do know. Or languages, for that matter. English and French. Why not in Polish?! Of course, there was more information - in German. Which I DO NOT know. Which is kinda a problem, but I can't learn everything at once! Italian and Latin are enough for learning.
By the way, Latin... I really like it. I do. I even like grammatical rules, even with those all conjugations and declinations. But what I don't like is that I have a test of it. And I don't like the thought about it.
And there are techniques of gaining and transforming information! God, how I hate statistics, proportions, everything! The sad thing is that I know that I have to know all of this. It may be crap, but it's still a very needed crap. And I admit that I could like even those statistics - if I wouldn't have the dead line for it.
The rest is a silence.

But why do I have a feeling that next year will be very busy? Not that I mind...

OOooh, I want February! By then I'll be after the exams, and I'll go do Italy for TWO freakin' weeks! I can't wait.

Title: Falling Down
Music: Duran Duran "Falling Down"
Vidder: Nan (me)
Category: crossover SN/Heroes. Or SN/VM
Spoilers: if you had seen third season on SN and you know who Elle is, I think it's ok
Length/size: 3:47/20MB
Background story: Sam knew her before. But then she goes missing and Sam starts to look up for her. He discovers that she's not dead, as people thought, but she's not the same anymore - she's a demon. Sam calls her, but it's her who finds him. She wants him to help her find someone, but Sam refuses. So she's going away again - leaving Sam with information, that maybe she could give him her back, but now it's too late.

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Title: What Have You Done
Music: Within Temptation
Vidder: Nan (me)
Category: character video. I think...
Spoilers: if you had seen 3.07, it's fine
Length/size: 4:00/16,5 MB
Background: Sam had done some things. And Dean had done some things. It's a mistake after mistake... or not.

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Too late, but BIG SPOILER...
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I'm gonna stop watching Heroes. Seriously, from the episode to the episode is worse! The whole Peter-Caitlin story - well, I'm sorry, I don't get it. I didn't like her, Simone was so much better - and I would rather see her again that Caitlin. Besides, Peter is just stupid. He acts like he doesn't think at all and he believes everyone. And Claire? Oooh, last year I loved all Paire action! I liked Claire, but now - she's so selfish, so childish, that I really dislike her. In fact she became one of the characters that I really hate. Plus she uses too much lip gloss (like Maria in Roswell. But Maria got over it...).
Than killing Nikki -oh come on! She was my favorite! There wasn't enough of her in Vol. 2. Killing Nikki = baaad, baad thing. Don't like it.
But shooting Nathan and killing him? Hell, I HATE this! It was MY Nathan! By now, the show is off for me.
There was some good things too, of course. Like Elle - what can I say, I really like her. Plus I liked Monica and human side of Sylar (... or Gabriel at the times). And Matt's new powers were good too.
But killing Nikki and Nathan is a crime.

I'm gonna watch Gossip Girl. Blair is a bitch, Serena's classy, Dan is funny, Jenny smart and Nate cute. And there's no killing off my favorites characters!








PS: Sorry for spoiling, jainadurron

Title: Goldeneye
Music: Tina Turner "Goldeneye"
Vidder: Nan
Category: episodic video (3.06 - if you hadn't seen before...)
Size/Lenght: 20 MB/4:43 min
NA: I guess it's like Bela's POV. Dean is Bond, James Bond, Sam works with him... and Bela's the person who wants revenge on them. But it turns out that what she needs is help.

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Title: Today he cries
Music: Indochine "Aujourd'hui je pleure"
Vidder: Nan
Category: eisodic video (3.07)
Size/Lenght: 27 MB/3:27 min
NA: It's in French, but the lyrics aren't so difficult. Basically, Sam's life a mess and he knows it. Everything is grey now, and he can't help it.

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Title: Pink Brothers
Music: Pink Panther theme
Vidder: Nan
Size/Lenght: 11,3 MB/02:46 min
Category: episodic (3x06 "Red Sky At Morning")
Characters: Sam, Dean, Bela
N/A: I guess I made a little story of it, just a little bit changed from the original:) Dean and Sam willingly helped Bela to steal The Hand:)

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Comments are love!

Title: What She Is
Music: Eddie Brickell "What I Am"
Vidder: Nan
Spoilers: season three
Characters: Ruby. And maybe Sam a little, with Bobby too.
Size/lenght: 20,6MB/4:58 min
Notes: I love Ruby. Really, that girl rocks. It's the demon I wanted to see since the death of YED :) So - just my impression on what Ruby is...

What She Is

And you know? Comments are love! Oh, and let me know if there's something wrong with the video - like if it's ending in some unexpected point or something.

Title: Love Show
Vidder: Nan
Music: Skye "Love Show"
Category: well... kinda crossover. Romance, perhaps...?
Size: 20.16 MB
Spoilers: season 3, if you haven't seen
N/A: I'm not a big fan of Jess. But I really like Kristen Bell, so...
Story: Sam was with that girl. Their life wasn't perfect, but when she dies in a fire, Sam is left broken and he can't pull himself out - he has a feeling that she's still with him. He's like doll - until he's the one to save a life of a little girl. When he's under the water, he sees his life with his girlfriend - and when he comes up with little girl, he knows that he made his peace with his girlfriend's death.

Comments are love!

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So it's October again. And we have new courses at the University. What can I say - I hope they'll be interesting. Reception of Antique is really great and I can feel that it will be my favourite class. Our professor is a real "l'homme de Renaissance". Il sait tout! He's a vulcan of energy, knowledge and intellect. It's amazing working with such people and learning under their eye.

Just before my departure (again!), I thought I could upload a few things I made lately...

{3 real life arts - photos made my me}
{9 crossover arts - Supernatural/Heroes, Supernatural/Veronica Mars, Veronica Mars/Heroes}


















































Enjoy!

Oh - yeah, lyrics are from songs by Kosheen "Overkill" and Rob Thomas "All That I Am"

Title: What I've Done
Vidder: Nan
Music: Linkin Park "What I've Done"
Cathegory: action vid
Spoilers: mostly "Croatoan" and "What Is...", but there are other episodes clips too.
Note: it's my attempt to make something new - so I used the clips from Linkin Park original video.

Hope you like it!

So, yeah - once again it's about Dean. I couldn't help it :)

Title: The Everlasting
Music: Manic Street Preachers The Everlasting
Vidder: Nan
Category: episodic vid
Characters: mostly Dean, but Sam and Mary too
Pairing: none
Spoilers: none if you had seen What Is And What Should Never Be and In My Time Of Dying
Size: 20 MB

Download link:
The Everlasting

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So I've watched first par of season finale of Supernatural. And I can't say that I'm pleased with it - I think I liked Devil's Trap. Really, I liked more Evil!John, it was something... possessed John, those lonely house with drama, Dean still getting better than expected - yeah, that was something. And then the ending - terrible and suspending, with that crash, with the wreck of the Impala, with unconsciousness Winchesters... It was heartbreaking and I was tensed for the whole time. Yeah, Meg died. And yeah, pastor Jim had died too. Hell, Impala died also, just like the boys at some point! And I totally loved it. I knew that there would be a great second season, picking up where the last episode was left. And now? Sweet Lord, I'm kinda scared of what the creators made for us.

First of all - I really don't like that all my favorites persons are dead - oh come on, you can kill Jake for all that I care, you can kill Ellen or even Ash - though I don't like that it was his last episode, better kill Ellen - but to turn Ava evil? Oh, no, no no! There is NO freaking way! Ava was perfect - she was crazy, freaked out about what she was, she had humor - and to turn her evil was just NOT right! And to kill her - yeah, way to go. But killing Andy was way more cruel - that guy was priceless! He was walking smile, for God's sake! With pathetic Sam and his constant suffering, Andy was a great alternative, with his powers. Come on - watching gay porn all day? That was perfect, that guy totally owns me:) So I will never ever forgive Kripke for killing my favorites characters - first pastor Jim, than Meg, John (oh please! Well, at least The Demon is still the same - I like him), Andy, Ava, Ash, Sam... Thank God that they didn't think of killing off Bobby and Dean - oh wait, but they actually DID kill Dean! With Tessa the Reaper! But they get him somehow of that shit, all right...

So anyway I'm not quite sure weather I like the direction the show is heading right now. I'm kinda scared that after a few more episodes there won't be anyone left spare the spirits of the dead...

Oh God. Kill me now. Just kill me.

I hate my family. I HATE them!!!! Why, oh why they had to come to us?! Why?! I hate this. I want to sleep in my own bed, eat when I want, do what I want and when I want. I hate family! It's not that I have generally something against it, but hell - some things has to come to an end finally!

It's mostly crossovers - because I'm just crazy like that.

Can't remember whose textures I used (sorry!) or whose brushes (sorry to!). Texts - songs of "Untold" by Peter Murray, I believe, "Cracks in the sky" by Bosshouse, "Strangers in the night" by Frank Sinatra (at least it was his interpretation that I've heard).

3 arts of Dean Winchester/Haley James (Supernatural/One Tree Hill)
1 art of Winchesters/Marissa Cooper (Supernatural/The O.C.)
1 art of Warsaw

I don't know why but I'm feeling slightly nervous. And I don't know why exactly. Well, OK, I can just suppose that it's because I decided that I won't go tomorrow at my courses. I was sick for a week (again! In two months! Well, hello, what's going on?!), I was really tired after all of this things that happened lately, and I just decided I won't go tomorrow for one of my courses. And that's exactly why I'm feeling nervous right now! It's pathetic, really. To feel guilty because you just don't want to go to school? Oh come on! It's stupid, I know.

But plus I really, really don't want to go to my friend's birthday. I just... don't fell like going. But I said I would go, so I guess I can't really change my mind.

Yuck.

Oh shit. Why? Why? Why?! Why had I checked my mail yesterday instead of two weeks earlier?! Shit. Two weeks ago there was this list of members of Tanais 2007 expedition, and probably it's still hanging there at the wall in our institute... but why oh why I didn't know this two weeks earlier?! I guess everybody knew about this except of me - lately it's been getting really busy and I had a lot of work to do, plus I wasn't really sober for the past month - there was a lot of social meetings and stuff like that. But it doesn't change the fact that now I'm nervous as hell, even though I know I'll probably participate. But still I'm just a bunch of nerves right now, until I go to Institute...

I can't believe it...! I've just watched the last episode of The O.C. - and I totally can't believe that it's the end of this!

It was nice to watch O.C. It wasn't so much complicated and sure, there was a lot of drama (well - maybe even more than "a lot" if you come to think about it. Hey, every season ended with a thunder/earthquake - not literally, at least not until recently - /end of the world!) but there was much more fun and humor. All that Seth's comments, Summer's attitude, than Taylor's, all Julie's stuff... And yes, I'm some kind of esthetically sensible person, and I can't say that it was bad-looking show - hell no. Marissa was a pretty girl with a great sense of fashion, same as Julie and Summer and Kirsten - hey, it was Newport! Plus lovely Ryan (I have a thing for blond guys I guess). Yes, it was definitely a good-looking show. So I liked it. It was like watching some sort of a fairytale, with rich people, good looking people, whose only problem was what to wear for the next party, yet they all had some problems (real life sucks, huh?) - Marissa's and Kirsten's alcoholism, Seth's education's problems, the whole Ryan-bad-boy storyline. A bit like modern Beverly Hills 90210 (not that I've watched this - I guess I was a bit too young at the time).

So, getting to the last episode - I was touched. Really. I wasn't a big fan of The Fourth-Season O.C - seriously, is it the same show without Marissa and her problems (es. with Ryan...)? Well, I guess that it wasn't really so bad. Taylor was awesome - that girl talks even faster than I, just like she had some sort of a machine in her, and that was really funny. Kaitlin is not so bad I guess, but hey - I preferred the eldest ms. Cooper. And those gays living in the old Cohen's house - it was priceless, those two guys rocked! But I have to admit that I was crying at that episode. First - when Summer gave Julie the necklace with Marissa's photo. And I was crying at the end - when Ryan was saying goodbye to the house. God, it was sad! His memories of those first days, and the emptiness of the rooms - it really bring tears to my eyes. And that scene from the first episode with Marissa watching Ryan leaving Newport with Sandy - oh, come on! And those little scenes set into the future - nice, but it didn't really touched me so much. I loved Sandy teaching, guy knows his stuff:) Julie graduating - yay Julie, you was always my favorite! Kaitlin was OK, and the marriage of Seth and Summer - well, I'm sorry, I'm not buying that. But I was touched when Ryan walked to his car with plans in one hand (an architect...? Yay!) and he looked at that kid and saw himself. It was... well, cute.

I have to admit that I was touched. And I cried, even when usually I don't do it (I hate crying in fact). And it's kind of hard to believe that it's the end of The O.C., but again - it's better to end it this way, than to pull it for another five seasons without a plan and just "because people liked it... some time ago". Actually, I'm sad but I'm happy. At least it had ended with honor.

And there is one more thing that bugs me - Julie. Look how much her character has changed. At firs she was - well, Julie Cooper, glamorous and alluring woman of Newport, for which her social position was the most important thing in the world - with newest shoes from Manolo Blahnik and new manicure. Then she was Kirsten's stepmother (she married Caleb, so... yeah. Mrs Julie Cooper - Nichol) and businesswoman with her own magazine and everything, and now she just graduated from a college... And that's what's called a metamorphose! :)

Lateley, I've been daydreaming. It's starting to be some kind of problem, since I could snap out of reality and for a long moment stare at some point and not really seeing it, watching instead some scene playing before my own eyes. It's nothing serious when those moments are short - like fractions of seconds, when I just see some kind of scene, like a flash, and you can believe or not, but sometimes those little... visions come true in some place in the future. Sometimes. But it's get worse when those scenes are longer - and I can't really help it. It's not like I'm being crazy, not at all. The thing is that if I'm wondering about something hard - if I'm thinking all the time about something, and my whole mind is occupied by that thought, then sometimes I'm getting lost in my own thoughts really hard.

So lately I'm getting lost a lot. Sometimes it's a problem, like when I started to daydreaming at my classes - and then I just... snapped out of it and wondered for a moment what are we talking about and where was I. I know that my imagination is waaaay too big and too strong. Sometimes all she needs is a song, a view, a glance, or even some words, I'm starting to smile and my imagination is starting to work - and she gives me all those funny things, scenes playing just before my eyes, that little voice in my head starts speaking ironically, sarcastically or just with humor. The truth is, I like it too much. It makes everything more easier and bearable, I think. Even at the worst situation that little voice makes me smile and those scenes makes me laugh when no one is laughing.

I guess it's not really that bad, though. But sometimes it's getting annoying, like now - I know that the things I'm thinking about... Well, what can I say - I guess I'm just screwed. Just a little... or not so little. Who knows.